Moving and starting stage three

I was so excited this morning getting that email for the job testing that even though I was going to take the bus to work I ended up walking. Yes, it was raining a little but I just had to walk and let go of some of that energy. Yes, by the time we left work an hour early mind you. I was really worn out. Did get 3 sales for the day which since we haver recycled the leads the last two days 10 or fifteen times I am surprised I got any. I am now baking a chicken and were are going to have 3 cheese potaotes and brussel sprouts. And the chicken is going to be garlic baked chicken. So another decent day. Bestill my heart Hope your day is ending good

Well, I have gotten up and it is 8:30am I should be getting ready to go as I have to be at work at 9am. Oh well, if I am a little late oh well. The pants I bought at the thrift store doesnt fit so will be giving them to my daughter figures. Oh well, looks like it could rain.Nice day I must say 4 more and the weekend hope you all are having a great day. must go didnt realize the time. Think I will tell them Iam not going to come in until 10 from now on not like they are doing anything for me. Hugs to all

I am dragging my way back to work today. We have to be there at 9 instead of 10 now dont know why still same crap. I was going to walk but it is raining guess will take a bus at 8:30 in of starting out walking now. Yuck. Had a half a notion to take the rest of the week off. But might as well get it over with. Having a little pain this morning and I know now that it is stress. Anyway I can see in the future a bit that there is a chance of something different. And the friends that are heading to the Berlin blog meet have a great time and send back lots of pics. The birds are happpy mabe they want some new feed. sproiled they are. Well I had better head out. Hugs to ya all.

I made the walk to the clinic there and back. It sprinkled then Ms Sun came out. And now the wind is blowing looks like rain. But, that is alright. Got home and someones beautiful Dog(Wolf,Malamute, Chow mix) got loose. We finally found the owner. Oh but he was so beautiful and so sweet. His name was Thunder. Would loved to have him but have to many dogs as is. And BA doesnt do good with othe dogs. Any road. Looks like the Clinic is going to get all my meds especially the $200 one. The only one I will pay for costs 4, and 27 that is ok by me. The others that cost will be free and I always will have scripts ready which was the last problem. My BP is down to 130/81 so that is good. And only with one pill not two. Ah Ha I was right. And I have lost 5 more lbs. So all in all it was a great day on that front. Wow, it is pouring down rain. Scott just took off to take a pair of pants back to thrift store. Nope he is standing on porch. Guess he thinks he will melt. I told him shit floats so he should be alright. Yes there he goes it slowed down. Well will talk to ya later. it is cooling down again.

Yes, I am home today I have an appointment at the Community health clinic. Will see if they will help keep me in the few meds I am on. I think I will walk there but the wind is blowing pretty good and it is suppose to rain maybe. We shall see. I will take a dollar with me just in case it does start pouring down rain. At least it isnt raining now or it doesnt look like it. Anyway they say we are start working at 9am tomorrow. which doesnt make since as even with supposed new leads they run out by friday. Anyway I havent decided what I am going to do we shall see. Hopefully my mind will start working again. For some reason it feels like my brain is wrapped in cotton. Well better put my shoes on and get down the road for that appointment. To walk or ride that is the questions. Hope your day is going good. Hugs to all

Didnt go to work today. Just couldnt face the hassle and fight to keep from being fired over something that was the computers fault. And since I have to go to the doctor tomorrow anyway. Decided to take today off as well. I am 60 years old and I think it might be time to reinvent myself. But into what that is the question. And as I pay my rent by the week I cant make plans by the month to buy me some time. I just know I am really tired of doing the same old same old that I have been doing for years. I feel like my life is wasting away and I have been alone and have had no one to count on ever even when I was married. So that is nothing new. I dont know reinventing means I have a month or two that I dont have to worry about rent and can think about the options. As I see it really there is no option to reinvent. I guess that is my answer. You cant reinvent a different life when everything is the same. Oh well just a thought

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My how fast the day has gone. It is 3pm already and I havent done a thing. I guess I will get up and do something in the kitchen soon. I am watching "A Tree Grows in Brooklyn" Why is it when I get in a good mood something has to come along an bring it down. I am worried about my job as they are firing people for bullshit more and more. And now they say I abandon a call I didnt but who knows if I can get that point acrossed. As much as I hate the job I cant affrod to be fired then you dont get unemployement which is why they are doing this crap. Oh well it is a nice day and I am enjoying it. Just not getting thinngs done like I wanted to. But no lose I guess. People just dont realize what it is not to know what you are going to do from one minute to the next. But, I guess I should be use to it by now. Anyway at least I can enjoy the time off Hugs

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It is a beautiful thursday and it is going to be in the 70's today and friday and saturday 80. Am ready for that I can tell your. Well, my hand is hurting again this morning. Took a half a pain pill. I hate taking them as they make feel funny. They are not the ones I always take but had to do something. Talked to my ex last night he fell a few weeks ago and he has to two knee replacements so he is going to the doctors he things he did something to them. Don't know aging can be a bitch. Told him his weight cant be helping him. I know it is hard him not being able to do what he always done. He was a welder and then he was a big bad biker. Told him live his life so hard has left him like this. I dont know thought my hand was getting better but dont think so. Might go to the ER might not hate to do it. Wow I am getting dizzy now from that stupid pill. Hand is not hurting as bad so pill is working and the muscle rub I put on it and the wrap seems to be helping. Well guess I had better get ready for work. Hope ya all have a great day

It is 12:38am and Jodi is here. So called boyfriend broke her nose. I am keeping Bailey and she is leaving the coward. I knew it was heading this way but I couldnt do anything to stop it. She is going to move in with me. I think it would be better if we moved back to terre Haute but I dont know yet. It is a dam freak show. But, you have to do what you have to do. I am just to dam old for all this shit. Does it ever end I am beginning to think it isnt. It is going to be a long day tomorrow I can see that.